Chaweenie

Losing a pet is such a deep pain, which is why I haven’t blogged since the New Year. I just wanted to drop by and leave a quick note about my dear Chaweenie’s passing. She was so ingrained in my boyfriend and I’s life that along with our other dog Coco completed our little family. She was smart (knew what ball, toy, give me five was) and she was vibrant, sassy and a major cuddle buddy. She came into our lives very unexpectedly when she approached me at a random trip to my mom’s house. The day I dropped her off at the pound hoping her owners would claim her, I cried because in just 2 days of having her I was attached. Since her first owners didn’t claim her, she went up for adoption so my boyfriend suggested we should adopt her, because she would get lost in the sea of dogs waiting to get adopted, so we did- she was so happy!

Oh man, this is getting really hard to write. My baby girl was not acting like herself recently and we didn’t think the worse, we thought she was simply dehydrated so we took her to the vet on January 1, 2014. The vet bluntly gave us horrific news and everything after that just snowballed downwards. The next 3 days were some of the worse days of my life- I’ll spare the details, but her suffering came to a close January 4. It’s been really hard, sometimes I feel like I failed her, I question myself, I’ve been a zombie and quite frankly I feel uninspired. I have been through tragedies in my life before, so I know that it takes time and I will feel inspired again, but as of right now I just wanted to let you guys know that I didn’t abandon my blog, I quite simply hit a rough patch.

Rest in Peace Chaweenie. I will always love you.

PS. Thank you for all of the messages on Instagram, Twitter, etc- It really does help to read such beautiful things.

~Pau

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15 Comments

  1. she.is.the.one
    January 6, 2014 / 3:35 pm

    i have also chihuahua :)) very similar one :)blog she.is.the.one

  2. bashashhazbaz
    January 6, 2014 / 4:12 pm

    i'm sorry for your loss! may the pain fade but not your memories!

  3. Abigail Sterling
    January 6, 2014 / 4:13 pm

    I'm so so so sorry for your loss! She was lucky to have you as an owner and take care of her! Keep your head up and know that she is not suffering anymore and is up in heaven. xoxo

  4. Yaudy Cristina
    January 6, 2014 / 4:47 pm

    I am so sorry 🙁

  5. Omar Roque
    January 6, 2014 / 6:48 pm

    Stay positive cousin. Were here for ya. Love ya.

  6. Anonymous
    January 6, 2014 / 7:41 pm

    Oh Pau, I'm so sorry. It is so sad and difficult to lose our little fur babies. 🙁 I'm thinking about you and I hope the pain will ease soon. <3toni

  7. eelsay
    January 6, 2014 / 7:55 pm

    Im so sorry about your puppy Pau, take your time and best wishes to you and your beau.

  8. 5th Avenue
    January 6, 2014 / 11:03 pm

    Oh gosh, I'm so sorry Paulina. My thoughts are with you.

  9. Gabriela Mejia
    January 6, 2014 / 11:30 pm

    Oh no! I'm so sorry =/ Loosing a pet is like loosing a family member it's not easy. I've been through it and I wish you the best and hope you start feeling better soon!

  10. Adam
    January 7, 2014 / 2:29 am

    I lost my last dog in 2003, and it was one of the worst weeks of my life. He was my childhood dog, and now 11 years later my "new" dog is now considered a senior canine. In a few years I'll be saying goodbye to her as well.

  11. Camila Deribeprey
    January 7, 2014 / 11:03 pm

    Hi Paulina, I can't imagine what you went through & are still going through, pets are such a sweet & special part of life. I wish you the very best & know that you're in my thoughts.Can't wait to have you back in the blogesphere. Xo

  12. Erika
    January 8, 2014 / 12:26 am

    Your post brought me to tears. I am so sorry you are hurting. I hope you find some peace in knowing that she likely spent the best year of her life with the 3 of you. xoxo hugs~erikalucia

  13. pauli maldonado
    January 8, 2014 / 7:53 pm

    OMG!!! los pequeños son mas que perros, son nuestra compañia y una gran parte de la familia! asi que animo mi Pauli!!un besoPau

  14. Anonymous
    January 10, 2014 / 5:23 pm

    I'm so sorry Paulina! My friend just lost her dog, too, and it made me sad because I remember when she got her. I'm so sorry for your loss my dear. My thoughts and prayers are with you!xoxoCyrillynn

  15. A Glam Diary
    January 12, 2014 / 7:01 pm

    I'm sorry for your loss Pau 🙁 I'm sure she lived the best years of her life by your side, she was lucky to have you as her owner. My thoughts are with you.xoJesswww.aglamdiary.blogspot.com